March 2010
10 posts
I love you. Why am I away from you. I miss you so much MitchellHill
“Pride can stand a thousand trials The strong will never fall But watching stars without you My soul cries Heaving heart is full of pain Oooh, oooh, the aching”
Deseree- kissing you.
Sums it up. My heart is broken at best.
You only get one life.
Living it without you for these months is killing me.
Do I call and tell you or stay quiet and continue thinking your life is better without me (which no doubt it is)
I think i’ve grown up now.
Today has been such an insanely hard day.
Rest in peace Grandma, two years has gone so slowly without you and I miss you more everyday. Grieving is so horrible, and i’m grieving for not only the loss of my grandma but for losing her as well. If I could have a wish right now it would be a knock on my window with you standing there with wine and billy madison and cuddles and you telling me...
Time to watch Marley and Me and cry.
I seem to be punishing myself alot with reminders of you these last two weeks.
Three and a half years today. I wish I was good enough for you.
I’d call you up right now and tell you everything that’s in my heart.
But I’m still not. I’m trying though. I am so afraid I’ve fucked it up so much that when I am good enough you won’t care to even look at me anymore,let alone anything else. I pray you don’t hate me.
I’m sick of being...
I need you
and I miss you
and talking about you all night has left me a broken heap in this bed.
I’m wearing the dress you brought me for my birthday. It somehow feels comforting, like a cuddle from you having it wrapped around me. But I’d also like to cry very much.
Another sleepless night thinking about you.
This hurts so much, but even if I knew I was good enough now, you wouldn’t have me back.