It would have been 3years, 5months today.
I am so very sorry.
I hope you at least feel comfort in the knowledge I feel physical pain every day because I miss you so much. I think about you every night before I sleep. I spend every day restraining myself from sending you a text, or making contact somehow- all because I never want to cause you pain again.
I know this is for the best, in my head and my heart. I was never good enough for you..everyone saw it except you.
I had to let you go, so that you could be happy. Lets face it, I didn’t do anything right for a long time.
Please forgive me,because i’m finding it so hard to forgive myself.
I love you.
