Today has been such an insanely hard day.

Rest in peace Grandma, two years has gone so slowly without you and I miss you more everyday.
Grieving is so horrible, and i’m grieving for not only the loss of my grandma but for losing her as well. If I could have a wish right now it would be a knock on my window with you standing there with wine and billy madison and cuddles and you telling me about your day.

You make everything happier, and being without you feels like the sunshine has gone from my life

I dreamt last night I came to your house and asked your dad if I could marry you.